Friday, September 4, 2009

Life is goin Vroooooooooommmmmmmmm -Part I

Back in TN after almost 6-7 months and that too Chennai. Man this place is hot... But then these days there is hardly any time to ponder about much of anything let alone complain and whine about the weather. Finding a house for rent at a reasonably higher price(?????) is the most difficult job on earth. I travelled the whole stretch of Chengalpattu-Beach station so many times that i came to know the 20 odd stations in between byheart, in order and reverse!!! Gosh it was work enough. I happened to travel a lot in chennai(travel? roam in vain actually), more than what i have done my whole life in coimbatore. But then it was all fun. Being home(the guest house)late n tired n seein the foodcourt all shutters down n dragging myself to Dominoz n having a pizza.... woo i had pizzas to last me a lifetime... And the best part of the whole day is getting back to the room, take a shower sleep on those cushiony beds with AC at a temperature as low as possible.
Finally after 10 days of intensive scanning and scrutinizing chennai or rather kanchi district we found a house. And How!!! We took a look at those walls by 6PM finalised with the owner by 8, got our keys, came back to the guest house, packed our bags n left by midnight... Cleaning the house n loading our luggages n sleeping on the floor @2.30AM. That was the best nap. Waking up by 7 and wondering "did we really find a house for ourselves?". What was weirder was that we neither paid the rent nor the advance for almost a week!!!
Making those walls we were calling a "home" into a REAL "home" was so much of an experience. 5 Gals trying their best to make the wretched place an abode on par with heaven. In the process of putting together a house, we put together a uh uh....Family.Nope we are not gay.Though there's nothing wrong in being gays I'm just making things straight by saying we are straight(Just avoiding few heart breaks). So coming back to the point, here we are one BIG(wat else can it be when its mine)HAPPY FAMILY. Loads of fun, loads of abuses, loads of food, loads of chit-chatting and more -in the next part.

Friday, October 24, 2008

A Love Story

Your smile
flashes every time i make an appearance
the twinkle in your eyes
lets me know
i'm the only one existing
In the crowded place...

The friendly exchange of "hi" conveys
a more than friendly acknowledgement...

Our eyes speak words of love
mouths are shut tight
once in a while a smile betrays
the flutter of the heart
hidden beneath the mask of composure..

All the while yearning
for a moment or two
to be in the sole company of you
i nod
approving all the points made
you crack jokes
pull others'legs
all in an effort to act normal...

When we do manage
to snatch a few mintutes
that is all ours
ours alone
feets away u are
inching closer to me
everything seems so still
a kiss or a hug?
a part of my heart wonders
the rest is frozen, frightened...

Your hands close on me
only to pinch my cheeks
but with all the love in the world
the moment feels like eternity
i close my eyes
realizing
Oh my dear gentleman
This is why I love you.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Finally D wait IS over... YIPEEEE i GOT my DOJ

Monthsssssss of waiting... chking orkut n yahoo every day(knowin pretty well doj comes only on fridays or mondays) to find a single mail... watching guys n gals from all over india happily celebrate their journey to their first ever job... wishin them luck all the while wondering when my turn wud come... following the doj pattern religiously tryin to figure out d order in which dojs r issued, again knowing pretty well its random.... hours spent in vain over one mail... enquiring those who have joined- hows d atmosphere, hows d schedule, how do u manage to clear d tests, r dey easy, r dey tough?..... ho umpteen no of Questions... d gud hrted ones reply to d volley of Qs so sincerely n yet none of those answers get registered in d mind n d same volley of Qs are thrown @ someone else... well all this sounds so desperate doesnt it? ofcourse it does... and ofcourse i was desperate... who wudnt be? sitting @home for months together wid nothin better to do(well i sure was "tryin" my hand @ "trying" to bell the CAT) n having done away wid visiting frds n relatives... watching everybody around u whirl to school, college n office n hearing them complain dey hv no time for this, no time for that when u have all the time in the world... n every uncle n auntry, every elder u meet asking u the same "oh havent u got ur call letter yet?" n irritating u more with their pity and some snobby ppl opining, "oh IT sector, u shud never trust them, they are down now"....
well agreed things are down wat wid economic slowdown n all, n ofcourse i do regret not making to a core company.. but why do they treat me like i have done a huge blunder by getting placed in not 1 but 3 IT companies? n why d hell do they not understand i worry abt my carreer more than dey wud? y do dey "try" to make me feel its d end of my life?... things can get really desperate sometimes(well i was more desperate to get away from these ppl dan abt my job)....well anyways finally i hv got my date of joinin from infy... wish i cud switch on d loudspeaker n say "BOOOOOOOOOOO" to all those ppl.. instead i choose to thank those few wonderful souls who made even d desperate times wonderful for me... my fam-thx mom, thx dad n thx ash(for not pityin me n fightin wid me n being snobby as usual if not more), my dearest pals- thx aj, preethi, pattu n last but not d least my "enemy" n colleague jud... so 24th nov @mysore... here i come Infy...

P.S: Music Update(Iceman Style)
Get this party Started - Pink
Fits my mood to a t

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Plz tell me im cynical

"BE HAPPY. ITS ONE WAY OF BEING WISE"
I read this on my mobile n all dat i cud think was "wats d other way?" Somehow it seems so hard to be happy or rather impossible. Well i dont want to lament abt things happenin in my personal life(i have already done that over my frd's shoulder). I opened today's newspaper n d news goes.. nun's rape, two yr old boy expired stuck in a borewell, LTTE, problems in afghanistan, iraq, dhule riots etc etc... forget stock markets n wall street bankruptcies. the whole paper seems to be one big obituary column. now wat shud i rejoice abt? i dunno... wish i did... how can ppl be so cruel? so indifferent to each other's pains, more importantly so indifferent to the pain dey cause others? looks like One man's flesh is other man's pie. Of late i have been noticing that people are more happy abt others not having wat dey have rather than being happy for wat dey have.u know wat i mean. ppl celebrate "i have a better job than her" rather than "i have a grt job". maybe i'm cynical, maybe im a pessimist... I'd be happy to blv dat...

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Poetry @ its Best

Well, shud i have to check d legal rights before i post these on my blog???.... Still here are some of my favourite works by some famous n some not so famous people...


THE PARDAH NASHIN


ER life is a revolving dream
Of languid and sequestered ease;
Her girdles and her fillets gleam
Like changing fires on sunset seas;
Her raiment is like morning mist,
Shot opal, gold and amethyst.

From thieving light of eyes impure,
From coveting sun or wind's caress,
Her days are guarded and secure
Behind her carven lattices,
Like jewels in a turbaned crest,
Like secrets in a lover's breast.

But though no hand unsanctioned dares
Unveil the mysteries of her grace,
Time lifts the curtain unawares,
And Sorrow looks into her face . . .
Who shall prevent the subtle years,
Or shield a woman's eyes from tears?



THE QUEEN'S RIVAL


I

UEEN GULNAAR sat on her ivory bed,
Around her countless treasures were spread;

Her chamber walls were richly inlaid
With agate, porphory, onyx and jade;

The tissues that veiled her delicate breast,
Glowed with the hues of a lapwing's crest;

But still she gazed in her mirror and sighed
"O King, my heart is unsatisfied."

King Feroz bent from his ebony seat:
"Is thy least desire unfulfilled, O Sweet?

"Let thy mouth speak and my life be spent
To clear the sky of thy discontent."

"I tire of my beauty, I tire of this
Empty splendour and shadowless bliss;

"With none to envy and none gainsay,
No savour or salt hath my dream or day."

Queen Gulnaar sighed like a murmuring rose:
"Give me a rival, O King Feroz."

II


King Feroz spoke to his Chief Vizier:
"Lo! ere to-morrow's dawn be here,

"Send forth my messengers over the sea,
To seek seven beautiful brides for me;

"Radiant of feature and regal of mien,
Seven handmaids meet for the Persian Queen." . . . . .

Seven new moon tides at the Vesper call,
King Feroz led to Queen Gulnaar's hall

A young queen eyed like the morning star:
"I bring thee a rival, O Queen Gulnaar."

But still she gazed in her mirror and sighed:
"O King, my heart is unsatisfied."

Seven queens shone round her ivory bed,
Like seven soft gems on a silken thread,

Like seven fair lamps in a royal tower,
Like seven bright petals of Beauty's flower

Queen Gulnaar sighed like a murmuring rose
"Where is my rival, O King Feroz?"

III


When spring winds wakened the mountain floods,
And kindled the flame of the tulip buds,

When bees grew loud and the days grew long,
And the peach groves thrilled to the oriole's song,

Queen Gulnaar sat on her ivory bed,
Decking with jewels her exquisite head;

And still she gazed in her mirror and sighed:
"O King, my heart is unsatisfied."

Queen Gulnsar's daughter two spring times old,
In blue robes bordered with tassels of gold,

Ran to her knee like a wildwood fay,
And plucked from her hand the mirror away.

Quickly she set on her own light curls
Her mother's fillet with fringes of pearls;

Quickly she turned with a child's caprice
And pressed on the mirror a swift, glad kiss.

Queen Gulnaar laughed like a tremulous rose:
"Here is my rival, O King Feroz."



Both by: Sarojini Naidu



Lochinvar

O young Lochinvar is come out of the west,
Through all the wide Border his steed was the best;
And save his good broadsword he weapons had none,
He rode all unarm'd, and he rode all alone.
So faithful in love, and so dauntless in war,
There never was knight like the young Lochinvar.

He staid not for brake, and he stopp'd not for stone,
He swam the Eske river where ford there was none;
But ere he alighted at Netherby gate,
The bride had consented, the gallant came late:
For a laggard in love, and a dastard in war,
Was to wed the fair Ellen of brave Lochinvar.

So boldly he enter'd the Netherby Hall,
Among bride's-men, and kinsmen, and brothers and all:
Then spoke the bride's father, his hand on his sword,
(For the poor craven bridegroom said never a word,)
"O come ye in peace here, or come ye in war,
Or to dance at our bridal, young Lord Lochinvar?"

"I long woo'd your daughter, my suit you denied; --
Love swells like the Solway, but ebbs like its tide --
And now I am come, with this lost love of mine,
To lead but one measure, drink one cup of wine.
There are maidens in Scotland more lovely by far,
That would gladly be bride to the young Lochinvar."

The bride kiss'd the goblet: the knight took it up,
He quaff'd off the wine, and he threw down the cup.
She look'd down to blush, and she look'd up to sigh,
With a smile on her lips and a tear in her eye.
He took her soft hand, ere her mother could bar, --
"Now tread we a measure!" said young Lochinvar.

So stately his form, and so lovely her face,
That never a hall such a gailiard did grace;
While her mother did fret, and her father did fume
And the bridegroom stood dangling his bonnet and plume;
And the bride-maidens whisper'd, "'twere better by far
To have match'd our fair cousin with young Lochinvar."

One touch to her hand, and one word in her ear,
When they reach'd the hall-door, and the charger stood near;
So light to the croupe the fair lady he swung,
So light to the saddle before her he sprung!
"She is won! we are gone, over bank, bush, and scaur;
They'll have fleet steeds that follow," quoth young Lochinvar.

There was mounting 'mong Graemes of the Netherby clan;
Forsters, Fenwicks, and Musgraves, they rode and they ran:
There was racing and chasing on Cannobie Lee,
But the lost bride of Netherby ne'er did they see.
So daring in love, and so dauntless in war,
Have ye e'er heard of gallant like young Lochinvar?


By:Walter Scott
As you Like It
All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking* in the nurse's arms.
Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard*,
Jealous in honour, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the canon's mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon* lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws* and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slippered pantaloon*
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his* sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans* teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.
Shakespeare

Thursday, August 28, 2008

GOD

I searched for Thee
Up in the sky and deep in the sea
High in the hills and low in the valleys
In the flowing water and in the blowing breeze

I searched for Thee
In the broad day light
And in the pitch dark night
On land, ocean and space

I searched for Thee
In books, riches and idols
In power, fame and wisdom
In temples, churches and mosques

I searched for Thee
In all the places I could think of
Oh! Only then did I realize
Where Love is; there God is!

UNCLE TOM'S CABIN - A REVIEW

Uncle Tom's Cabin contrasts the many different attitudes that southerners as well as northerners shared towards slavery. Generally, it shows the evils of slavery and the cruelty and inhumanity of the peculiar institution, in particular how masters treat their slaves and how families are torn apart because of slavery. The novel centers on a pious slave, Uncle Tom, and how he is sold over and over again. It shows the different outlook that Tom's master's share about slavery, and how their slaves should be treat.Stowe is trying to prove to the reader that slavery is wrong and nothing short of evil and cruel.

She opens the novel, by showing two slave owners, making a business deal. Mr. Shelby is in debt to Haley, so he must sell Uncle Tom and Harry, tearing them apart from their families. Stowe shows a young slave woman, Eliza, and her affection for her son Harry, when she decides to take her son and run away. In a time when it was quite common for a black woman to see almost all of her children die, Harriet Beecher Stowe created Eliza, a strong and powerful woman fleeing slavery and risking everything to protect her son. This disputes the common belief of the time that slaves' mothers have less affection for their youth than white women. Here, there is a subtle yet strong emphasis on the moral and physical strength of women. Uncle Tom is sold again to Augustine St. Clare, whose daughter is Eva. To Tom, the girl seemed almost divine. In Uncle Tom's Cabin, Stowe supplies the reader with two diametrically opposed characters, the two children, and representatives of the two extremes of society. Eva is a fair, spiritual, highbred child with golden head, deep eyes, noble brow, and prince like movements; born of ages of cultivation, command, education, physical and moral eminence while Topsy is an African, born of oppression, ignorance, and toil. The two children, Evangeline and Topsy, teach us a lesson about love. Eva loves everyone, especially Uncle Tom. She makes Tom overcome his sorrows & makes an awesome companion. Tom receives good treatment at the St. Clare's, which proves that the novel is not one-sided, showing that there were kind slave owners.

However Uncle Tom is sold again, this time up the Red River to the "devil" Simon Legree. Simon Legree constantly beats his slaves, under feeds them, and over works them. Legree tries to break Tom's character by asking him," join my own church,"(I.e., To become cruel) .At the climax of the story, Simon Legree over works and beats Tom to the point where Tom dies. When George confronts Legree, he simply answers "what's the fuss over a dead nigger". Simon Legree is the worst of the worst. If he doesn't make you see the evils of slavery, then you're blind.Stowe has done an excellent work upon characterization.

Uncle Tom is described as strong, intelligent, capable, good, and kind, he is the most heroic figure in the novel. The list of Tom's virtues is endless. However his most important characteristic is his Christian faith. When given the opportunity to kill Simon Legree with an axe, he refuses and responds, "No good can come of evil." Uncle Tom's main relationship to society is that he a pious, hard working, Christian.I believe the story is effective. The novel has enormous power. Uncle Tom's Cabin may be a tearjerker, but it succeeds.

The novel also skillfully demonstrates the absurdities and contradictions of slavery. For instance, Mr. Shelby believes himself to be a good Christian man with a genuine respect for his slaves. He still is not respectful of them, although his treatment of slaves is better than most masters'. For example, when Shelby and Haley are discussing the ensuing trade, Harry enters the room and Shelby has him dance around like a clown and then tosses raisins at him. It is also ironic that after George invents a machine to clean hemp the employer congratulates not George, but George's master for owning such a slave. Ophelia prides herself on her liberal anti-slavery ideas, but shrinks when she herself has to touch Topsy and bathe her. Tom is black and a devout and kind Christian, but Legree's deputies, Sambo and Quimbo, also both black are un-Christian, savage and cruel. The moral is that it is not the colour of one's skin, which makes a man good or bad.

In another set of contrasts, the helpless and innocent Eva is crushed by the moral wrongs of slavery, while the persecuted Topsy, survives her fate through sheer insensitivity and high spirits. There are many such fascinating studies of character and ironic situations, which makes it both a dramatic novel and a powerful statement against slavery.

Stowe is constantly trying to prove that slavery is evil & immoral; popularizing the abolitionist cause .Her overheated style accomplishes that. Not only does this novel examine the attitudes of the nineteenth-century white society toward slavery, but also it introduces us to the hearts, minds and souls of several remarkable and unprecedented characters.